Speaking of the effect of misconduct on it, Carter said: “This makes you feel really small. It makes you feel that you are not important, that you are not valuable.
“This makes you another guess that whatever you do – this is not a good place. It doesn’t believe me that my family was going back to the pitch. My family was destroyed with it and was very sad.”
FA Chief Executive Officer Mark Bullingam said during the tournament that the governing body had mentioned “disgusting” misuse for the UK Police.
Carter stepped back from social media after misbehavior, although he stated that the support from England fans is “everything”.
The England team decided to stop kneeling before the matches, manager Sarina Wiegman said that the effect of the anti -racism gesture was “not quite good”.
Carter said that the psychological influence of his misuse made him “scared” when Wiegman told him that he was selected to play in the final.
He said, “This is the first time I am afraid – afraid to play,” he said.
“I think it was a mixture of such a big game, but then on it [I was] Whatever abuse can come with it, be afraid of it, whether it was football based or is it going to be racial abuse that was about to come with it because I did something wrong. ,